Almost weigh in Time!!

Well, Ive got two days and a weigh in.  The time is near and I am ready!!

I'm ready to see if my hard work is paying off.  I worked out 6 out of 7 days last week and I FEEL it.  My body hurts.  I'm tired and slightly grumpy, but I know this will pass.  Tonight begins the 12 week seminars series that the Y offers along with Team Lean.  Last year it was very informative, the titles this year are the same.  I'm hoping that I will get some new information, AND I am hoping members of my team will be there.  GO IN FOCUS!

I've struggled more mentally this time than last year.  I feel like I've been at this for months already and in reality I just came off a 2 month hiatus.  Not really sure how to get my mojo back.  I will not quit though.  I might complain however. ;)

My Small Group starts tonight.  Made to Crave.  Its about craving God over food or anything else that gets in the way (shopping, men, tv)  It is a GREAT READ!  Eye opening and the words of the pages echo in my ear every.single.day.  That is another reason I keep going.  I know God gave me these issues in order for me to go deeper with Him.  I'm human though and I slip.  I retreat to myself alot more than I used too.  I haven't figured out why yet.  Its not the depression type retreating that I am TOTALLY healed from!! that used to plague me frequently.  It is just a quiet, I don't want to talk on the phone, I don't want to go anywhere, I don't want company or tv kind of thing.  I think God is urging me to get quiet with Him, but I haven't found my rhythm yet.  That is what 2012 is about for me, finding that groove and STAYING THERE.

Lots to do today and I want to take a nap.  Tomorrow will be busy too, so until Thursday (which is my new laundry day & now WEIGH IN DAY:)) have a healthy two days folks!!  Now to get my babies out of the tub and into the car...